Along with any journey to attempt to have a baby, there are waves of emotions. Unfortunately, I am one of the 20 percent of people that struggle with infertility. What only a few people know is that my first husband and I had tried to have a child for 2 years and went through fertility testing before he left and because of that, Chris and I underwent fertility testing shortly before we were married. We planned to start trying shortly after being married and the testing concluded that we needed to first try stimulated ovulation. While we have not started this yet, there are already emotions starting for me, because of the long path I have traveled and Chris and I have just began to travel together.