The girls are getting better head control, so I was trying to find a chair that would help support them and let them be in the proper sitting position. I got this in today and had to take pictures of my big girls:)


The girls are getting better head control, so I was trying to find a chair that would help support them and let them be in the proper sitting position. I got this in today and had to take pictures of my big girls:)


We finally have baby heads that are starting to fit the newborn baby bows! Ten weeks old on Wednesday;)




Our littles are officially two months old, as of Monday. Kira (towel) is 8lb 6oz and is very spirited with everything she does and lets us know in big ways if she likes or doesnt like something. Right now, she hates naps, the stroller and being bored. She loves the swing and lookingat anything new. Caelyn is 8lb 7oz and is still quite the cuddler. She loves sleeping also and cries mostly when she is lonely or hungry. She makes the perfect sad face and will look like her heart is broken with a pouty lip. Both girls can sit up with someone holding their hands and are really getting the hang of their head muscles. They both LOVE taking real baths with momma and like to swim with their legs already. We are also transitioning off the swaddles and they are now in their nursery full time. A final happy moment is that Kira is growing hair on the top of her head and both girls are getting eyebrows!


We have some little growers!
Today, Princess Caelyn rolled over for the second time! I havent gotten a video yet, but I took this picture today after flipping her right back over. She was not pleased.
Caelyn and Kira started tracking faces a few days ago and Caelyn followed the mobile today for the first time. Both girls are able to wear some small newborn clothes now and are 6lb 11 and 12oz. Chris is teaching them both to hold their own bottle and while they are obviously too young yet to do it, they are starting to put both of their hands on it and can maintain a second or so by themselves. We dont use formula, but we try to use a bottle once a day to get them used to it.

Also, they had their first real bath after getting the clear from their pediatrician. They both had some calm moments and Kira liked the warm water most, but neither one were fans of the wash cloth and never have been. I think they will like water just fine without the cleaning and when they get a little bigger and fit a swim diaper, im going to test it out individually in our bath tub (with me in it too obviously).




Ive had people ask and since I want to remember everything years from now, I thought id share the story of how Caelyn and Kira came into the world.
It started on Tuesday morning with a trip to the high risk doctor for my weekly appointment. I had been having braxton hicks for weeks, but all day they had been coming with cramps, which was not normal up until that point. They did a non-stress test to make sure babies were both doing well and they were able to pick up my contractions, but said they couldnt tell me if they were real or not at this point.
They kept coming all day and at around 7pm, I decided to start tracking them. They were around nine minutes apart, a minute and twenty seconds long and stayed that way, so we went to bed. I woke up around 3am and timed them by myself through about 8 contractions and then woke up Chris to time me, since they were about a minute and a half long and three and a half minutes apart. We decided to go to the hospital, but this happened to be the night that we were supposed to be getting a snow storm and it was already icy and starting to snow outside. We decided to call an ambulance and while I went with them, Chris and my mom took our stuff and two cars to the hospital.
When I got to the hospital, they evaluated me and while I was only dialated to 3, they decided to admit me since I was having twins, my contractions were about two minutes apart and still a minute and a half long and Caelyn’s bag of water was bulging. Chris met me and my mom shortly after. After admission, I was informed I had to stay in bed for continual monitoring by the on call doctor and couldnt use the wireless monitoring since it doesnt work for two babies. I was not happy about this, since it practically eliminated all my natural pain relief options. However, the nurses said that I didnt have to do so, if it was against my wishes and this doctor had never met me. My own OB happened to be on call an hour later and let me do intermittent monitoring, which meant twenty minutes in bed lying still and forty minutes of being able to move around.
However, Caelyn had different plans. She had been very low in my pelvis and they couldnt get a heartbeat read unless I stayed still in a certain position and didnt move. This was fine with the first few monitoring session, even with basically steady contractions with thirty seconds or less of a break in between. This also caused problems for finding their positions via ultrasound, since they had to start over with every contraction with multiples.
Eventually, the doctor came in to check on me and with the advice of her and encouragement from Chris and my mom, she broke Caelyn’s water. I had been having back labor from the beginning and while this helped me progress, it put added pressure on my back. A few hours after that, I was unable to stay still in the required position for intermittent monitoring, since I was no longer getting breaks in between contractions and my body was begging me to be able to move and relieve the back pressure. At this point, they suggested an epidural, so I could stay still for Caelyn’s heart to be monitored. I really did not want this and at this point, I was dilated to a seven. However, I needed to be able to lie completely still for the monitor to work that low on my belly and since I couldnt use any other pain relief method we had planned for, I agreed.
Getting the epidural was terrifying, because I was still having very strong and constant contractions and I needed to stay still, again. for about twenty minutes. I had a nurse help hold me down, but it was the worst pain I have ever felt, between the needles and contractions. After it was done, they gave me a test dose and while the contractions were about as bad as when we came to the hospital, I was able to stay still for monitoring, which was now continual. I also had to be hooked up to fluids, which I had avoided until this point by staying hydrated naturally.
After a nap, which no one seems to remember how long it was for, I woke up and was dilated to a ten. Chris got ready and we were brought to the OR, which is standard for all multiple deliveries. I was always able to move and feel my legs and body and since it was not a continual line automatically, I was able to feel contractions and know when to push. Chris was amazing and held my head and hand while pushing, as well as encouraging me. Caelyn was out after four contractions and they put her on me. After delayed cord clamping and wiping her off, they took her while I got ready to deliver Kira. She came shortly after and my doctor held her in place before hand, so she would stay head down. She came after two contractions and I got to have her on my chest, before she was taken and swapped for my wrapped Caelyn. I delivered the placenta, which I didnt have to push for and I had one small internal stage 1 tear repaired before Kira was brought to me and I had both our girls. We were then brought back to the same room for recovery before being brought to our huge twin mother and baby room for our hospital stay.
We had birth photography, so here are a few sharable pictures.



















I went for the ultrasound today and I was so scared that there wouldn’t be anything there, or I would have had an early miscarriage. I hadn’t felt any morning sickness at this point and thought this was a bad sign. BUT apparently not, because we have TWO babies growing right now!

I was in complete shock and it took me a bit to process. I stopped breathing and the doctor needed to remind me to breathe. Once I did, I started hyperventilating and needed another quick reminder from her. She said there is a small chance that both of them might not make it and one MIGHT get absorbed or not develop between now and my next ultrasound on the 1st, BUT we are planning on them both sticking around:)
I told Chris and apparently he knew we would have twins and never bothered to tell me, so there ya go. He was more prepared than I was for this surprise.
I don’t know if it is psychological or not, but a few days after this scan, I started getting some pretty bad day time nausea and my appetite hasn’t been there. Nothing smells, tastes or looks good, but I’m told that the prenatal is all they need for now if I cant eat enough right now. I also feel a little bit better, because I have been SUPER bloated and already have a belly at 7 weeks. I know its not the babies, but apparently twins cause the uterus to get bigger much faster in the beginning and the bloating with twins can be super intense.
Babies,
Well yall sure pulled a fast one on me! I cant believe there are two of you in there! I have been super tired and these past few days of work have been rough, but I’m hoping this means my little raspberries are growing good. I was prepared for one baby, but now I have a whole set of things to think about. How will we set up your room? how I will be able to breastfeed, love on you equally and make sure you each get from me what you individually need? I hope I don’t let you down and if you ever read this, I promise that I love each of you and will do my best for each of you as individual people.
Mom
We were in vacation in Florida and the way my cycle was timed, we would have missed the second monitoring appointment by two days. I had done three cycles of pills, shots, multiple daily morning appointments and tracking of cycles. They monitor you and time every step and we were leaving for Florida before the second monitoring step. The third cycle was very hard on me because I had a good feeling and it did not work, so I was upset we were going to be missing one.
On August 8th, I had not gotten my period yet and bought a pregnancy test, that would allow me to get a prescription for provera, which would make me have a period and allow us to do another cycle with treatment. I did the thing August 9th before work and by the time I put the stick down, it was positive.

I was in absolute shock and took a few seconds of staring at it before it triggering in my brain. We hadn’t done a cycle and yet, here it was. After years, I couldn’t believe it. I decided to wait to tell Chris, because I didn’t want to tell him and have it not be true. I scheduled an appointment with my fertility doctor the next day and a blood test confirmed I was “very pregnant”, according to my HCG levels.
I told Chris when I got home on the 10th and I think he was dumbfounded too, because his response was that he needed to clean the basement and the spare room. I had scheduled an ultrasound for the 17th and unfortunately, Chris was unable to take off of work. He has been catching up at work after our vacation, BUT he was able to take our FIRST belly pic!!

Chris and I decided to wait to tell everyone until my parents arrive on August 31st. Mostly, I want to be able to tell them in person, but at each step of the way, I feel nervous that this is the end. I was afraid that I wasn’t actually pregnant, then that there was something wrong with the baby at the ultrasound. BUT if your reading this, it means my parents are here and we are sharing:)
Baby,
I am so excited to meet you! I was not expecting you right now, because you surprised me, but we are so ready to have you here! I have been dreaming about and loving you for so long that I am excited and scared. I just found out about you and I already worry that you are ok, that you are growing well, that I am giving you a good place to live, etc. I worry that something will go wrong, but I am doing my best to stay hopeful.
You haven’t given me any morning sickness so far and so far, I just feel bloated and a few other symptoms I know you won’t want to know. Your dad is a little scared right now, even though he wont admit it, but he is a great person and I cant wait for you to get to know him the way I know him. I know he will do his very best to provide for you and support me with being your mom. I love you baby.
Mom
I had some frustrations that happened back in December and led to our current situation. During our testing, we found out that I was not immune to the rubella vaccination in the MMR that I received at a child and would either need to get the vaccination again, or sign a waiver with the fertility clinic. Of course I don’t want to put any potential child at risk, so I made an appointment at my primary care doctor. After a horrible experience, we had to wait 30 days before starting any cycle. Since my body came to the point where we would have to start a cycle before the 30 days, we have to wait until by body reaches that point the next time.
Baby,
I think about you almost every day and I hope and pray that I will be able to meet you one day. I have times that I fear that I will never get to experience motherhood and get to see you grow, learn and become the amazing person that I know you will be. Your father is very nervous about lots of things right now and is mostly nervous about money and owning our own house that we can raise you in. We both moved a lot when we were growing up and we want to be able to gift you a home that you can come back to when you grow up and live your own adult life. We are working on that right now too, but I hope that we can find out you are coming soon, since we have no idea how much longer we will have to wait. What I do know is that every second is worth it and you are very much loved already. I hope I will be able to treat you the way you deserve and I have been planning and getting myself ready for it already.
Mommy